let's not pretend
i wish for something more

crashing down

when you came jumping down the stairs
screaming bloody awful
you woke up god and everyone
screaming bloody awful

so we took you to the doctor
he said yeah it's a bad one
and there's such a shame about it
'cause she's so pretty

and then the earth started shaking
and yeah it was crazy
heaven and hell came crashing down
...

it was something of an end
of a lovely and a wild thing
so beautiful in the morning

sobe

bitti

PTSD ;

-I feel like...
... you stole my life.
-And?
-I'm not the person I'm supposed to be.
It's like I'm hollow.
-That's good.
Go on.

...

-Now, if it helps,
then I can tell you it's not your fault,
what you did to me.
-I never said it was.
-But you feel it.
-How do you know that?
-It's human nature.
-I'm not human.
I'm just fucked up.

"NUN"

"kaosun maddesinin içinde yer alan bu gizli güç, kendi varlığının bilincinde değildi;
o bir olasılıktı, düzensizliğin rastgeleliği ile birleşmiş bir potansiyeldi."
(Christopher Knight, Robert Lomas, 1997, The Hiram Key, Arrow Books, London, )